Intuitive and Reflective CREATOR, Here I AM.

“Life is meaningless. It is you that creates the meaning to your experiences and desire.

Almost 4 decades later of experiencing Self with the life I’ve created so far, whether that is divinely my conscious desire or often humanly my subconscious comfort…

I say today, “No regrets!”

Did life happened to me, for me, or through me? Take your pick. What do you desire to experience? Or shall I say, how do you desire to experience Self today?

I have experienced Self with intense pleasure, I thought my brain’s gonna explode, and that would be the end of my existence. HA, what a way to exit this planet? In like manner, I have experienced Self with enormous pain felt throughout my entire being that I’ve desired to call it quits and disassociated myself from Me.

I wasn’t Home.

As you are reading this now, and yes, to my amazement, “still breathing and creating“… Here I AM. Finally, I am back home to Self.

What I’m learning today as I write this Intuitive Reflection About Myself… is that the Life we experience is both the conscious desire at the moment and the subconscious comfort that unfolds.

To experience the fullness of Life is to be present in the body as Self is unfolding. Engage our awareness in the encounter to hold a space of compassion.

“I’m going to sit here with you and witness you discover yourself.”

Ultimately, what we perceive and receive, comprehend or not, the expression and repression of our emotions, these energies are all felt in our physical body. Regardless of who, where, or what is in the dynamic… the experience is Within Self more so than the appearance of the experience surrounding self or without.

For what we take with us tomorrow from today is what happened to us within. Physically we do leave the space where the event unfolded, but the energy of that encounter stays with us, the unfolding of Self in the body. Certainly, it is both.

Take courage to choose your desired experience today and in every moment of the life you are creating. Witness Self, embrace, and feel comforted in how you unfold in your energetic body.


I will admit, I prefer indulging Self in pleasure, and dislike it when I’m feeling any pain that I tend to rush out of the experience and stifle the unadulterated embodiment of that moment. I value surrender and still resist the unknown. Fascinated by the integration of all memories in the present, and at times I would rather not remember what was.

…I am growing in the AUTHENTIC SELF-EXPRESSION of Love and Fulfillment, maturing in the organic affection toward mySelf. Knowing that rushing my grief and healing is the last thing I need in my nakedness, but embrace.

‘Just be here and hold me now…”

Some things don’t need to be fixed, for someone’s Soul isn’t broken. Instead, even for a moment, one perception, a look from within is that… “the heart is opening up even more if she allows herself to lean into her unfolding, and fully give in to her present evolution.”

Today, there are so many things that I love and like, and in the same breath, so many that I don’t prefer or would rather not experience. Regardless of what is before me, my deepest desire is to experience Self richly and fully expressed with every breath, and in every step, as I continue to come Home to Self in each unfolding of my life’s creation.

So let’s begin to walk each other Home to Self. YOU are the Treasure waiting for discovery.