The Beginning of the Last

(3min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) Yikes, feels like a daunting task. I have envisioned this day and thought when it was still in the future, “that would be pleasant.” HA, I don’t usually use that adjective to describe an experience nor a feeling. I’m realizing that it would indeed be a “pleasant” experienceContinue reading “The Beginning of the Last”

The Driver of My Internal World

(2 min audio on Medium @FLO Mystic) I often start this highly reflective writing with, “I don’t know where to begin,” as I feel flooded with delight and satisfaction, I almost feel clueless. Quite opposite as I have much to say. I’m realizing how powerful these chemical releases in my brain system truly are. IContinue reading “The Driver of My Internal World”

Misery Loves Company

(3 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic) It was naive of me to think that I would just get on the plane from Ninoy Aquino International Airport to O’hare and everything will unfold for me like how I had imagined. Narrate it in such a way like a fairy tale. The story of myContinue reading “Misery Loves Company”

Do You Know MIA

4 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic I have suffered from Depression for more than a decade. Possibly longer without awareness. Exactly my point. My first memory of emotional and mental imbalance within myself was during my teen years. I knew I didn’t feel good, but not exactly knowing why. I had just turnedContinue reading “Do You Know MIA”

First Full Moon of Autumn

🍂🌙 Do Not Effort if you don’t have to. Allow yourself to Unfold to what is inevitably your evolution. Compassionately Witness Self, Be Present, Comfort, Embrace YOU. The in-between, “Grief” has to process through your body and NOT reasoned out in your head “it’s better for me this ended,_____ blah, blah.” BS. You’re bypassing yourContinue reading “First Full Moon of Autumn”

I tested Positive with Covid and felt…

2 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic Thursday I went for Covid testing and waited for my results to come back. I did the At Home and Rapid testing and both were Negative Thursday. Piece of cake? 🤒It just hit me Wednesday afternoon. I could barely stand and my cognition was not up toContinue reading “I tested Positive with Covid and felt…”

You are NOT broken (Aura & Human Design)

3 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic Have you ever wondered why you are attracted to the same type of person? Or why you invite the same kind of people back into your life? You can’t deny that you’ve done all kinds of psychotherapy you can imagine, inner healing, and inner child work. YouContinue reading “You are NOT broken (Aura & Human Design)”

Catch 22

Twenty-two Fascination about L.I.F.E. 22.) Mysteries are unfolding in the present, not past lives. 21.) Your perception is what you experience. 20.) What you negatively judge the body suffers the consequences. 19.) Everything you behold is a reflection of what you love, dislike, and shifting shadow. 18.) Nothing is hidden from your sight. 17.) EvenContinue reading “Catch 22”

Here I AM.

2.22.22 MONTH Two, DAY twenty-two, YEAR twenty-two.. haha! Here I am. Typing away on my MacBook keyboard. I’ve had a sip of my coffee this morning. I even got up early. SMH. gosh… too early for my routine. I did set the alarm for 2:22 am. I must have been too excited I got up,Continue reading “Here I AM.”

The Moment My Life Changed Forever

It is snowing in Chicago, burr! It is cold. I’m grateful for my apartment home and my heat. Hearing the sound of dripping water in my kitchen sink, bathroom, and tub so that the pipe don’t freeze.