3 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic
Today my Channel is 8 months ✨ This is my child birthed out of my Passion for Self-expression and Desire to be seen, heard, known. Known not for anything, but known for what I love. Who I love.
YouTube isn’t easy 🤯😖😤…
Nor is there one way to explore it, grow, and mature. It can be challenging. Ugh even depressive sometimes when the energetic output doesn’t feel like a balance reciprocation “yin-yang” give and receive.
WOW 😱 the mothers out there, isn’t this like mothering lol? Giving sometimes and feeling no ROI. Well at least, not feeling it right away, nor seeing it as yet.
I still get frustrated at times and feel like I’m wasting my time….
Establishing yourself on YouTube and other Social Media platforms to market and put yourself out there for everyone to see you…
THAT IS NOT AN EASY TASK NOR DESIRE TO EXPRESS 🔥
And I’m sure there are many more ways to support ourselves, dreams, desire, passion, expressing our gifts, establishing oneself financially, and making yourself be seen, heard, known. This is vulnerable. If you’re not conscious of how you are feeling and thinking each step of the way, you can get jaded and grow cold.
You’re really growing cold on yourself. Loosing hope. Becoming insecure with every disappointments. I’m not one to advocate for suppressing emotions and pushing yourself through a situation you literally could be experiencing triggers and deepening old wounds.
But I am definitely an advocate for Self-expression. One moment that expression of self is expressing your grief and anger for what feels like lost time and hopeless desire. In another, truly flowing from your the depth of your Soul and expressing your limitless spiritual gifts and passion.
It can be done, not overnight, it can be, but if not instantaneous, eventually it will.
Delayed Gratification. AHh, painful experience. For this I fast… yup! who would’ve thought that they coincide together. Truly our lives, even if we compartmentalize parts of it, they flow together even in the perception of chaos. Energy cannot be contained. It will influence and affect others. Harmony, now that brings balance. Flowing with the frustration, vibing with the frequency of the Unknown.
Today, I celebrate my child 🥰.
Happy 8 Months Beloved 💞
I look forward to growing and maturing together.
🤩And to YOU “reading this”… I celebrate you today, your wishes, hopes, dreams, desire and imagination. I’m believing for you that you will experience a life that once only a dream, perceived out of reach, impossible.
May you never give up on what you believe you can achieve, what you want to experience for yourself, and what you’re truly Made for.
With Embrace, FLO