I’m hurting today, still yearning

GRIEF IS NOT LIMITED BY TIME (2 mins audio listen on Medium) It was dated 9.9.21 I thought I’ve served my time? I’ve lossed so much in the last forty years of my life. Only in the last couple of years when the world simultaneously experienced an unprecedented loss as a collective is when I finallyContinue reading “I’m hurting today, still yearning”

Response to Dopamine Nation, by Anna Lembke, MD

30 OF 30 DAYS (4 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) Here I am at the completion of this excursion. Reflecting to evolve. Reminiscing to feel. Recalling details to tell my story. 30 Days Dopamine Fast to reset my hedonic set point. My pain and pleasure baseline. If sounds elementary to say, “I feelContinue reading “Response to Dopamine Nation, by Anna Lembke, MD”

Evolution of A 40 years aged Woman

29 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) Somehow I have always bounced back up higher and stronger than where I’ve landed last. Same is true that I dread saying, “I do not fear a thing” for that would be a fabricated internal reality. As confident as I’ve experienced myself theContinue reading “Evolution of A 40 years aged Woman”

I See You

19 OF 30 DAYS (2 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) These 3 words are transformative and transcendence. I fell in love with Avatar 14 years ago when the first movie was released in 2009. I was young at 26 years of age. Rebellious. Ignorant. Naive. My Soul wasn’t awakened to the heights ofContinue reading “I See You”

Even when I am certain

18 OF 30 DAYS (2 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) I feel the most awakened Soul I have ever experienced myself to be. As a 40 years and aging Woman living today, I feel there isn’t anything that I cannot achieve, succeed in, overcome, evolve to, develop, mature and grow. And still, atContinue reading “Even when I am certain”

“She believed she could, So she did”

(3 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic) I’m sipping a dark roast, black coffee on this mug that I bought from Amazon, and that tag line was so catchy that’s why I bought it. Thought provoking as well. What exactly did she believed she could? What did she do? I can list a bunchContinue reading ““She believed she could, So she did””

SELF-Made

3 mins audio listen on Medium @FLO Mystic Today my Channel is 8 months ✨ This is my child birthed out of my Passion for Self-expression and Desire to be seen, heard, known. Known not for anything, but known for what I love. Who I love. YouTube isn’t easy 🤯😖😤…  Nor is there one way toContinue reading “SELF-Made”

Resonance

deep, full, reverberatinga quality of richness and varietyevoking a response from meadjusting, mirroring, invitingthis indescribable feeling is intensean overwhelming sensation coursing through my bodyI am moved into being with, leaning in, surrenderingnothing else matters in this momentmy body has taken over my head and heart I feel felt, I am drawn to you… I’m notContinue reading “Resonance”

Witness Embrace

Standing, sitting, laying downYes, my feet are on the groundYet, I feel I have not landed To a place where I can fully restA dwelling my soul can call homeIn the arms of the one I truly belong I’m still longingYearning for a homecomingNot in theory or a mystery Resonance that is tangible  Not just in youContinue reading “Witness Embrace”

Life is meaningless

Did life happen to me, for me, or through me? Take your pick. What do you desire to experience? Or shall I say, how do you desire to experience Self today? I have experienced Self with intense pleasure, I thought my brain’s gonna explode, and that would be the end of my existence. HA, whatContinue reading “Life is meaningless”