40 and Beyond…

Lots to check off and mark on the book. I am thankful for doing the things I wanted to do for myself today. Some felt too much effort. Striving instead of motivated to do them. Subconsciously, like I have to perform to be able to say… this is what I did for my 40th birthday.Continue reading “40 and Beyond…”

Catch 22

Twenty-two Fascination about L.I.F.E. 22.) Mysteries are unfolding in the present, not past lives. 21.) Your perception is what you experience. 20.) What you negatively judge the body suffers the consequences. 19.) Everything you behold is a reflection of what you love, dislike, and shifting shadow. 18.) Nothing is hidden from your sight. 17.) EvenContinue reading “Catch 22”

Here I AM.

2.22.22 MONTH Two, DAY twenty-two, YEAR twenty-two.. haha! Here I am. Typing away on my MacBook keyboard. I’ve had a sip of my coffee this morning. I even got up early. SMH. gosh… too early for my routine. I did set the alarm for 2:22 am. I must have been too excited I got up,Continue reading “Here I AM.”

The Moment My Life Changed Forever

It is snowing in Chicago, burr! It is cold. I’m grateful for my apartment home and my heat. Hearing the sound of dripping water in my kitchen sink, bathroom, and tub so that the pipe don’t freeze.

Resonance

deep, full, reverberatinga quality of richness and varietyevoking a response from meadjusting, mirroring, invitingthis indescribable feeling is intensean overwhelming sensation coursing through my bodyI am moved into being with, leaning in, surrenderingnothing else matters in this momentmy body has taken over my head and heart I feel felt, I am drawn to you… I’m notContinue reading “Resonance”

Witness Embrace

Standing, sitting, laying downYes, my feet are on the groundYet, I feel I have not landed To a place where I can fully restA dwelling my soul can call homeIn the arms of the one I truly belong I’m still longingYearning for a homecomingNot in theory or a mystery Resonance that is tangible  Not just in youContinue reading “Witness Embrace”

Life is meaningless

Did life happen to me, for me, or through me? Take your pick. What do you desire to experience? Or shall I say, how do you desire to experience Self today? I have experienced Self with intense pleasure, I thought my brain’s gonna explode, and that would be the end of my existence. HA, whatContinue reading “Life is meaningless”

Is Depression Like a Flu?

“Influenza is a viral infection that attacks your respiratory system — your nose, throat and lungs. Influenza is commonly called the flu. For most people, the flu resolves on its own. But sometimes, influenza and its complications can be deadly.” – mayoclinic.org Ouch! Can you relate? Have you gotten a flu? Have you witness someoneContinue reading “Is Depression Like a Flu?”

This Masterpiece called, Humanity

There is so many things that I adore about you, so many that I enjoy, so many that I like, and so many that I love I love, not because you’ve shown me something worthy to loveI love you because I realized that you are worthy of love The beauty of humanity is not inContinue reading “This Masterpiece called, Humanity”

Depths of Beauty

Beauty is everywhereThe natural eyes don’t always perceive it, though it looks Searching, but cannot find for it misses the existence of the essence  Beauty is present and in the midst of what is perceived, a chaotic world Beauty is depth and depth is in all One may express, I desire depth and not all is deepI’mContinue reading “Depths of Beauty”