Her gentle strokes of my ego
When I’m facing what I thought is The One that will fulfill my pursuit for this momentary happiness
A true test of my Divinity
This conquest I have been treading
The uncharted water I am exploring
Connection, Chemistry, Compatibility
Now isn’t this felicity?
Yet in all of my seeking, fitting, and matching
I’m realizing isn’t enough
it’s tough..
My Humanity is tried
For I cannot force a treasure to manifest to reality
I can only witness, embrace, romanticize, and make love
to the Inner Lover called… Desire
Only then, that the authentic expression of her feminine beauty is seen, heard, felt, known, and received
To experience her energy that is, was, and always presence, and already present within Self…