I’m hurting today, still yearning

GRIEF IS NOT LIMITED BY TIME (2 mins audio listen on Medium) It was dated 9.9.21 I thought I’ve served my time? I’ve lossed so much in the last forty years of my life. Only in the last couple of years when the world simultaneously experienced an unprecedented loss as a collective is when I finallyContinue reading “I’m hurting today, still yearning”

Evolution of A 40 years aged Woman

29 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) Somehow I have always bounced back up higher and stronger than where I’ve landed last. Same is true that I dread saying, “I do not fear a thing” for that would be a fabricated internal reality. As confident as I’ve experienced myself theContinue reading “Evolution of A 40 years aged Woman”

ANGER: feeling, emotion, being

27 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) The voice is getting louder. The words articulated imply a building up of a potential outburst for intense emotion, which can be unpleasant to be around. “Don’t be angry.” I’ve heard this many times throughout my life and it makes me even moreContinue reading “ANGER: feeling, emotion, being”

Motivation to Pursue

23 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) I didn’t want to kill myself. That was enough hope for me to know that I was going to be okay. Yet, each moment of everyday wasn’t easy to say the least. I couldn’t get up and off the bed. I was sleepingContinue reading “Motivation to Pursue”

Even when I am certain

18 OF 30 DAYS (2 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) I feel the most awakened Soul I have ever experienced myself to be. As a 40 years and aging Woman living today, I feel there isn’t anything that I cannot achieve, succeed in, overcome, evolve to, develop, mature and grow. And still, atContinue reading “Even when I am certain”

Informed Consent

16 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) “The information on this list I am consenting to as acceptable. I’m not asking you to comply if its inauthentic to you. However, If you want to date me and eventually be in a romantic relationship & life partnership with me, then I do needContinue reading “Informed Consent”

Discovering Treasure

8 OF 30 DAYS (3 min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) I dread most mornings than some, getting up, getting ready, being at my best self, fully functioning adult, presenting myself as a professional. I will not accredit so much to covid, but since covid, along with the experiences during its time, I noticed IContinue reading “Discovering Treasure”

The Beginning of the Last

(3min audio read on Medium @FLO Mystic) Yikes, feels like a daunting task. I have envisioned this day and thought when it was still in the future, “that would be pleasant.” HA, I don’t usually use that adjective to describe an experience nor a feeling. I’m realizing that it would indeed be a “pleasant” experienceContinue reading “The Beginning of the Last”

Here I AM.

2.22.22 MONTH Two, DAY twenty-two, YEAR twenty-two.. haha! Here I am. Typing away on my MacBook keyboard. I’ve had a sip of my coffee this morning. I even got up early. SMH. gosh… too early for my routine. I did set the alarm for 2:22 am. I must have been too excited I got up,Continue reading “Here I AM.”

The Moment My Life Changed Forever

It is snowing in Chicago, burr! It is cold. I’m grateful for my apartment home and my heat. Hearing the sound of dripping water in my kitchen sink, bathroom, and tub so that the pipe don’t freeze.